Most embarrassing moment!

It was on Sunday, 11th March 2007. I went casually to sit along with them and incidentally, it became the seat facing towards her. They all acted in such a way that I was embarrassed and felt like leaving the place immediately without any second thought and I did the same. However, I wonder if it was real 'I' who did all the bull crap that made her act so bad towards me!! I questioned myself why I suddenly got interested in her and let my self-esteem go down. But, I never had lust for her. I tried for her friendship/love because I felt she is sweet. Whatever! I was embarrassed so much that I couldnt enjoy the party from the very next minute.

I started saying to myself " C'mon Kiran! Kick it out! Take it easy!! Be a sport!!! "